What has happened

May 31, 2007

What has happened

i went to the doctor today. Sir came with me. The doctor asked me lots of questions. Then he took a urine sample. He felt my breasts and my tummy. And he looked inside me.

The result is that i had an early miscarriage. It is all gone now. The baby was a few weeks old. The heavy period i had with all the cramping and the clots was the miscarriage. The aching in my breasts was the pregnancy hormones still in my system. They have stopped aching today. The feeling sad was my body knowing what had happened before my mind did.

The doctor said it might have been because i am on the mini-pill. Or it might have been to do with my thyroid gland. But probably it was because the baby wasn't viable. When we are ready to try for a baby we are to visit him first. He has given me iron tablets for the next few days. And he is changing the brand of my pill after my next period.

i was meant to be going into work after the doctors appointment. But Sir phoned them and me and Him are having today and tomorrow off. i just want to be quiet today. Also i am tired.

Somebody told me i might be pregnant a few weeks ago. i thought they were wrong. But it turns out they were right. i was pregnant but i didn't know it. Now i'm not any more.