March 20, 2009
It is real
Yeah, sorry to keep going on about this, but i just wanted to say once again for all those people out there who doubt the depth of the relationship between me and flame, don't see how we can be a 'proper' poly family, say that we're not really girlfriends, etc. because we're 'only' online and haven't made any other form of contact beyond that.... that this week has proved to me once again that what we have toegther is just as deep and true and real as any 'real-life' relationship i have even been in and a lot more enriching than many of them have been.
This week i have not seen flame at all, not since Sunday after her Sir session. i gather that she has been ill or sleeping or at doctor's appointments all week, but whatever the reason why she hasn't been on IRC when i have, it's made me miss her loads, and each day when i sit in the chatroom and she doesn't appear it makes me realise just how much i enjoy spending time with her, even if we're just catching up on our days and chatting about our D/s relationships and our training or our families or whatever. i really really hope she is ok and we can chat soon because it feels like there is a huge chunk of my life on hold at the moment.
Love you flame XX







3 comments:
Having been a user of online services for over 15 years, I can agree and attest to the strength of bonds that can be developed with cyber friends, irrespective of the focus of the friendship.
10:00 PMI have online connections with people that I have been in daily and weekly contact with that are as surely important friends to me as any other people I know in this life.
Hiiii libby
10:16 PMim sorry you have not heard from flame :(. ::hugs::
mel x
thanks for understanding, and i have heard from flame's online Master that she is ok just had lots of doctor's appointments and been really tired this week, so hoping to see her soon
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