Needy

June 19, 2010

Needy

Since getting pregnant i've been feeling 'needy' in lots of ways, but mainly needing attention and reassurance and comfort and lots of tactileness and touching. Sir has been really good about giving me those things when i need them, without even being asked - He just knows - and lots of the people i chat with on #P&H seem to be recognising it and responding to it as well. So i've been lucky so far.

This morning i woke up with a different kind of need, a need to be taken, used, filled, fucked, whatever you want to call it. i've been needy sexually plenty of times since getting preggie, but this was different somehow, so i wriggled myself against Sir until He fully woke up and when He asked me "what do you want libs?" i didn't say anything i just turned over onto my hands and knees and presented my bottom towards Him. i heard Him kind of growl, then i felt Him grab hold of my hips as He moved into position behind me and it went from there. It was exactly what i needed and it felt so good and afterwards i curled into Sir feeling all meek and little and He hugged me and stroked my bump for a long while until Poppy woke up and we got up to start our day.

Sometimes us preggie girls just need to be desired and needed and used. i am still a slave even though i look like a beached whale at the moment, and sometimes i just need to forget the preggie part and focus on the slave part for a while.