June 27, 2010
Tired
i am super super tired at the moment. Physically tired of hauling around my huge swollen body with all its aches and pains, of not being able to find a comfortable position to lay in, of being too hot to sleep properly, of spending all day everyday napping and eating and drinking and peeing. But also mentally and emotionally tired too - tired of being pregnant, tired of the huge mood swings, tired of waiting for September to come, tired of people telling me it'll all be worth it in the end, tired of people telling me i'm going to pop any moment, tired of people saying the time will go quicker than i think, tired of people reminding me of what i have to look forward to.
i'm just in a grump and have been most of this week, so i don't expect it to lift anytime soon. In the meantime don't expect too many posts from me, unless they're to complain about something, and don't feel obliged to read those ones unless you want to end up feeling grumpy too. That's all for now.
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5 comments:
oh you poor sweet darling. (((HUGS)))
9:24 PM(and let it all out :D)
Go ahead and be grumpy. Be tired and exhausted, you have every reason to be. Post when you can, post what you can, and just keep chugging along. We are here, we aren't going anywhere. *hugs*
1:29 AMMeasha
The last months of pregnancy suck, I hated them and was a miserable bitch most of time. Embrace your grouchiness, complain away many of us have there and understand.
3:05 AMPS I'm glad you posted because I was a tiny but worried.
I feel your pain (or at least I remember it from my pregnancy). I can't imagine what it would be like with twins... I had a hard enough time with one. Especially when it got hard to breathe. I hope you're able to get some rest... I know that was the hardest part for me. It sometimes felt like it would never end.
6:17 AM*hugs*
turiya
thanks everyone :) i am feeling more positive now, though still hot and achy and tired, just can't wait to give birth and start reclaiming my body now - it feels like it has been completely taken over and i am not in control of any of it anymore (and not in a good way like with Sir).
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