Flitty preggie brain

July 03, 2010

Flitty preggie brain

This is how i feel at the moment, like my brain is constantly flitting around and it's hard to keep it settled on anything for any decent length of time. i'll be in the middle of a conversation and suddenly a completely random thought on a different subject will pop into my head and i'll just have to say it and the whole chat gets side-tracked, but because this happens every few minutes it means that all of my chats with people never really get anything discussed properly and when i think back on them later it's so hard to remember what we actually said. Except for chats with Sir where He will keep me focused on the subject matter and not let me get sidetracked, which is really important else we would never be able to discuss anything with regards to our D/s or relationship or Poppy or the twins or discuss any problems properly. So i am glad about Sir's ability to keep me on track in this way.

Also my emotions are constantly up and down and it's so hard to know how i will be feeling from one moment to the next. i know that's true for anyone, but it's just super-exaggerated with all my preggie hormones floating around, and even though i know that most of my highs and lows are due to these it doesn't stop me getting very down or very grumpy or very fed-up or very restless. i have just been through quite a long phase of grumpiness, and now i seem to be going through a happy phase which is such a relief (prolly a big relief for Sir and everyone on #P&H too!) And it also seems to have coincided with a 'busy' brain phase which means i am doing a lot of thinking and need to find ways to keep me busy without over-heating. So today i am sitting in the shade in the garden with my laptop, planning to watch some things on the internet and write some blogposts which have popped into my brain yesterday and today.

Soooooooooo you lot have to put up with reading through my confused ramblings! Sorry about that ;)