October 24, 2010i had my punishment (or 'attitude adjustment' as Sir called it) this morning while Poppy was at her grandparents' and the twins were safely sleeping. i didn't want to write about it here but Sir says i have to, so this is what happened:
i was hogtied on the lounge floor with a harness gag attached to an anal hook, clothespegs between my toes and across my bottom cheeks and clover clamps on my nipples. Then Sir gave me a lecture about what i did wrong and the importance of me having the correct attitude towards Him at all times. Then after a long time He untied me and it was all forgiven.
i'm still very sad that my behaviour was bad enough to merit a punishment, but very relieved that it is over with now and me and Sir can move on. i absolutely hate punishments, partly because they are painful (and not in a good way, or at least i can't process the pain in a pleasurable way) and partly because i know Sir is disappointed in me and i have let Him down. And to make this punishment worse, Sir took photos of me and emailed them to His Dom friends telling them about my 'attitude adjustment' so now they all know that i screwed up and wasn't a good slave to my Sir. And so presumably do their subs/slaves.
i'm very sorry i let You down Sir and i will try much much harder in future.