Nakieness

July 17, 2011

Nakieness

i have always found a certain freedom in being naked and have always been naked in certain situations (i used to sleep in the nude even before i met Sir and it became a requirement, for example, and i like to wander round the house with not many clothes on when it is hot in summer). i experience a lovely feeling of calmness and 'rightness' when able to be free in this way, dressed as nature intended me to be, and i very much doubt that i would be able to sleep well at all if i were to wear clothes in bed, especially after all this time (also the feeling of skin to skin contact with Sir or with one of the kidlets that this allows me is just so delicious).

Having said all that i am not an exhibitionist by any means and hate the thought of being seen naked by anyone except Sir (and the kidlets while they are little). i'm not one of those people who can be persuaded to flash my bits on a night out or join in 'mooning' passers by after a few drinks in the pub. i don't even get turned on by being naked in a semi-public place (like the woods) and the possibility of someone seeing me. But 'exhibitionism' and 'play outdoors' are part of my current and future training, so it's something that i'm gradually having to come to terms with. i know eventually Sir wants us to have sex outdoors, which makes me very nervous, but so far all my nudity has been confined to our back garden where there's very little chance of me being seen. It still feels somewhat freeing to be naked outside, as it does inside the house, but not as calming as i am much more nervous and hyper-aware of everything going on around me. It makes flogging interesting though, to be focusing on the pain and sensations of the flogger at the same time as looking and listening for any sign of anyone else coming.

On the subject of nakedness, it seems that Finn also appreciates the freedom of having a nakie bottom and has now worked out how to unpop the bottom of his romper suits and baby-gros so that he can pull his nappy off and be free! This is accompanied by much "glah"ing (Finn's sound that means he has achieved something extra messy or destructive or naughty), followed by much squealing as he toddles off attempting to evade my efforts to capture him and get at least a nappy back on before we have an accident on the floor to clean up. Now it's summer i guess i can let him be nakie in the garden (with plenty of sun block on), which might make him more co-operative in wearing a nappy and clothes in the house. But i still hope this is something he grows out of pretty quickly, otherwise i'm going to have to start potty-training super early with this little peanut! (William on the other hand doesn't particularly like being completely naked, but likes to have skin-to-skin contact when i snuggle with him).